America, what have you done? Millions of my fellow citizens have given power back to convicted felon, a rapist, a grifter, a con man, a fascist authoritarian who will do everything in his power to destroy democracy. His Project 2025 is a blueprint to our undoing.
I weep for America. I weep for my grandniece, who will grow up with few freedoms and greatly diminished health care. I weep for my nephews, who will suffer the insults of this president and his sycophants.
I weep for immigrants and asylees who will be denied a safe haven. I weep for climate refugees with nowhere to flee the coming disasters. I weep for Eastern Europe, Ukraine, Gaza, places where despots will now run unchecked.
I weep for a climate that will not survive four years of his denial. I weep for a natural world that will be lost.
Dark days are before us. The rule of law is untethered with a Supreme Court already beholden to the felon. Our flourishing economy will be sold to billionaires. The poor will be driven further down. Our health system will be undermined. Our public lands will be despoiled.
Sad times are upon us. Selfishly, I am saddened for an old age that will no longer be easy. We may die of a disease easily prevented by a vaccine that now never comes. Friends and family less well off than I will suffer terribly when health and social safety nets are removed, destroyed, or sold to profiteers.
I do not recognize the mindset of my fellow Americans. Are we living in Germany 1933? How long before war envelopes the world? When the deportations begin will I be able to speak up? A friend with overseas family connections is talking about getting dual citizenship. Should we leave while we still can? Where would we go and who would take us?
At least, for the moment, I live in a blue city in a blue state. But how long can New Mexico resist?